Whats wrong with me?

I've lost like all my focus! I know I'm supposed to be studying for exams, but I just can't focus! I don't get it. Usually I'm much more motivated than this. Whats wrong with me? Really, all I want to do right now is play video games or read a book. But I feel so guilty if I just take a break for something like that because its so unproductive... Oh no... I'm becoming a workaholic aren't I? *sigh* Bad timing for all this stress to catch up to me. Seriously I'm learning very little right now. I'm just memorizing for the tests, which I can do but its so boring. I have no will to binge on Japanese simply to show I can. I miss really learning Japanese the way it is supposed to be learned... BLAH! I'm gonna go play a videogame for a while and get that out off my system...

Yes, if only I were Mark Twain this would all be so much easier...